... years old. I have had over 46 surgeries & have many incurable & painful diseases. I see my past traumas like a movie in my head that is either always playing or all the sudden starts playing at the weirdest times. And I have horrible realistic nightmares. Ive been on medication on & off for 27 years. I have seen over 100 different therapists, psychologist & psychiatrist. None have ever helped. I have no friends & I can count my family on one hand, none of whom are there for me. I'm almost completely bed bound due to my diseases. I get out of the house only to go to doctor's appointments. I'm so sad, my heart physically hurts. I just wondered if any one had advice on how to live with PTSD.
Thank you!