... hope on my last option, I don't want it to let me down n my family also. I just want to feel normal. I need something positive and need encouragement instead of being labeled crazy or druggie trying to get my fix, I just wanted to feel normal and have tried begged any1 to help, been to prob 60 drs n more less I was drug seeking, I do have anemia n vit b12 so low. Ty to any1 who can help, this bipolar is nothing no1 good imagine :(