a month ago i lost my nana, administered cpr till medics arrived, deep down i knew she was gone, but hoped for a miricle, since then, i cant sleep, im affraid of the dark, affraid to sleep, and always think something serious is wrong with me, i have 24/7 panic attacks and feel like im going crazy, anyone please can you give me advice, at the same time, im on a taper from percocet pain meds so im going thru little withdrawls, and im in a surgically induced menopause, removed ovaries, so all in all, im a mess and it feels as if im dying at times, just wondering if i will ever get thru this