Iam 38 yrs old and last year had some medical traumas that sent me into like a nervous breakdown..I haven't been the same since. Stopped working iam completely consumed with death sufferingg and all the horrible things in the world I feel so vulnerable and week and nothing seems to snap me out of it iam unable to enjoy anything and cant see any hope. I feel disconnected to the world I'm on lexapro but its not helping..please advice