... me at the Detox center. I am still going back and forth with feeling good, and very low, maybe a day or two of great. I keep telling myself it is normal, but am getting a little down thinking I am too old to be living like this. As a Grandma & Mom, I am needed alot by my children, and wanted alot by my Grandchildren, and feel so sad that I never know how I am going to feel minute by minute. I really thought that after 1 month I would be better than this, I am just having a bad day today and needed a little support... Just thinking about how I felt the first time I took my percocets and wanted to do everything, now every day is a struggle. Love Golda