... . When I came off suboxone my withdrawals were so bad, I ended up back on loratabs and vicodin. When I was on suboxone I was very sick, I was on 16 mg a day, 2 8mg pills a day, I feel bad and ashamed and no where to turn. I hope I can find some support, answers, anything.I feel alone AND scared,. I take about 8 to 10 pills of 10mg loratabs a day. Any help, advice or friendship would help me out. Thanks Crystal