hey everyone. I'm hoping this is actually a SUPPORT group. i've been on some type of drug for about half my life. currently, i'm battling an opiate addiction, mainly roxicodone (blues). i've had this particular addiction for the past 3 years. i've gotten clean a couple times. once, going cold turkey and the others were using suboxone. i keep messing up, though, and getting readdicted. it's been hard. i'm a stay-at-home mom without a car. it's usually much less depressing being stuck at home all day if i have a little bit of a buzz. i really want to get clean and stay clean, but once i hit day 2 or 3 of detox, i just need a few hours of relief. any advice or just helpful words would be appreciated. thanks a bunch