... can't seem to take the meds as prescribed, running out of my oxycodone halfway through the month.To avoid w/d symps, I've been getting suboxone from street. Now 12 days clean from everything, but not sleeping through the night, sex over after like a minute (not kidding), restlessness, etc., not to mention legitimate pain. How long does it take to feel one doesn't need the stuff anymore; is it possible to change habits of how one takes the opiate (can I ever take normal dose, or am I just one of those kind of people who will abuse drug?). I have a legitimate script that I refill every month (30mg. Oxycodone), but wondering of the wisdom of continuing to do this. Help?