I'm really glad i found this support group..my family sure in the hell dont support me there big advise is that i have a problem and to go to rehab after the baby!!! I got on methadone 4.5 years ago from a doctor due to severe back pain... I wish I would of went to see her and just stuck with 5mg percocet... She started me off at 25mg daily and after 4yrs i am at 50mg daily..I am 14wks pregnant and my OB is now managing my methadone... And even though I am only allowed 50mg a day I usually end up taking 80-100mg a day and usually at one time! I dont want to harm my baby but dont know what else to do! Most months I end up running short due to taking too many!! I dont know what to do... Every month I always tell my self that I am going to give them to someone to hold for me and allocate a certain amont for me every few days but it never happens! When there in my hand I can never give them up! I have good intentions... Is what my mother says!! Well hope to get some advise!! Thanks...