I just goy out of the hospital, after having ECT and somewhere I decised to take myself off of all pain meds at present. Bipolar Mania raised its ugly head at the age of 13 and it seems that after some period of time, all meds stop working as I slide down into the hole. Shock Time. OMG and when I'm not thinking, I decide to stop all pain meds... and the doc agrees... what's wrong with me?