How can I do this savely on my own, I take from 6-14 lowertabs a day. My real problem is somas but I easily go three weeks without them. My mom has been diognosed with breast cancer and she really needs strong stable family and that is what I want too, any advice is appreciated. Can I do this on my own without health risks or must I seek treatment? I am hardheaded and I turn my cell off to not reach contacts so the queestion is not can I have the willpower because I do, i want to make sure I come out of this alive.