I have been on about 6 -7 different medications over the last 10+ years and nothing has boosted my mood, helped my social anxiety or my PTSD.
Even with ample therapy, I have not been remotely happy and I can not focus or concentrate enough to take it in.
I keep getting referred to various agencies, who in turn refer me to other agencies or a plan that doesn't work - funded sessions that then run out and then it is a cost issue that I can not get help financially.
I am aware I have great social skills but the very hint of or sound of ppl partying is enough to get me depressed and a racing heart. The feeling of missing out is untolerable but then the fear of actually participating is even more untolerable - its a nightmare ahhhh