i know im not supposed to say this or feel this way but i get tired of living. it is like i just don't want to be here, not just figuratively speaking. i just get so frustrated and i feel like i don't have people physically here who understand me. then you feel extra bad b/c there are people going through worst stuff than me and they are still holding on, maybe even positive. i lost myself, i used to love the person i was. now iam just here.i feel saddness and emptiness if that makes any sense.