I have been on pain meds for 21yrs now because i need it. My pain management doctor is retiring and now I'm stuck looking for a doctor who will write my scripts. There is no doctor put there because of the new laws. I'm not Michael Jackson - I don't have near his money so there's no worry of me hiring a private doctor and I'm not a child abusing my meds. I had surgeries and I have allergies to antiinflammatories. Does anyone know what i can do. I'm 59yrs and I am scared on what my future is going to be. I just want to live my life like I am now. Why can't I do that?