As myself. I went through a terrible divorce dvd discovered that my lortabs helped to make my sadness go away. I began to take more and more to ease the pain if being a single dad. I used these pills to be happy and be the person I wanted to be. Things have since improved and I went from lortab to tramadol. It has been two years now and I'm ready to be me again. I have lied, stole, and done terrible things to keep my ” happiness” going. I just keep thinking of certain situations where I would take then and if I can ever have a happiness like that again. Has anyone went through this and can actually say you are truly much happier than you were while on the ”euphoric high?” You can ask me anything, I'm just want to move on and be happy with myself again, thanks