Heroin 17-30 & me thadone 24-49 Ice 48-49 bad depesion valium 5mg 10yr 4 anxiety.3yrs efexor 150mg need 300. givn new one pritiqe ? So down please wat now am a mess plus forgot 90's% 3 of past 4yrs? My emotions are over top cry lots selfconsious so opposite to old me just feel like giving up but for my 3 kids & still luv my ex even after she left 7yrs ago but have seen her lots past couple yrs only recall last 12mths Im in luv so much enfactuated but not violent as always just luv wat cant get bak nervous brekdown last xmas too.wat to do plz