Just turned 19 the previous weekend and one night me and a friend had a long sleepless night of drinking, smoking pot, and doing oxycontin which along with percocets I've had an on and off addiction with for over a year. A couple days ago I felt an anxiety attack starting up I have Ativan for that but I hadn't had an attack in over a year. I'm currently attempting to quit everything; oxy (highest priority), Dexedrine, marijuana, ativan smoking and any other drug. In a week been surviving off one 40 after taking a recreational 180mgs of oxy a week. I've just now had to take a couple Ativan after starting to feel really anxious. I would really appreciate help or someone to talk to so I can get my life on the right track.. Currently dealing with depression and crazy mood swings are making it hard to fight back tears.