I have 6 muscle relaxers 2 different brands 3 tizanidine, 3 hydrocodone’s 2 bottles of DXM if I consume them all at once will I die?

I’m tried in pain heart broken beyond belief life is meaningless and unbearable my willingness to live any longer is my focus.

People don’t understand depression how deep our pain is to add to it by another person inflicting pain takes it beyond depression.

Thoughts and constant searching google how to die just seems so much better than living anymore