Hi there guys, I just need to find out of anyone else us going through the hell that I am! And that I'm not losing my mind, cause at times I think I am!! I am so confused about how I am feeling and why I am feeling like this! I went to the docs weeks ago 2day cause I was having suicidal thoughts and just really down! So she put me on zoloft and I started taken it! On the Wed I started to get very weird thoughts about stuff!! Like how I didn't like them and had a real fear of them (silly things like tarmac and safety tape etc) and I keep having this thought that comes and goes out of no where, which I have no idea what it's it is (something expanding or that) and I freak out!! So after about 13 days on zoloft I said to my doc I was feeling like this and then she changed changed me to prozac. It's day 22 on prozac and I thought I was getting better but then the thoughts come back and I actually have no hope at the min. I think I'm going to go crazy and ahhh my head is all over the place! I don't even know why i feel like this! I'm so scared and confused cause it's taking over my life. My doc give me dizapam and told me to take it when needed or if it's is really bad take 2mg three times a day. But from what I've read on the net I'm afraid that if I do take it like that I will get used to it and it won't work. Plz help!!