Thanks for reading. My job has had me in a lot of tears and sadness. I am holding onto myself but sometimes it feels like just barely. I understand why some people take their own life but I would never do that. I feel like I am on a lot of drugs already- 300 mg Welbutrim 150 mg Zoloft and Ambien pretty much every night. I see the psychiatrist on Monday but not sure what I want or what would be helpful. Any suggestions would be great. Thanks.