I have been a mental health patient for 8 yrs.I Have had 2 suicide attemps,4 inpatient stays,7outpatiet stays. One divorce after 20 yrs with a13 yr old daughter that sent me on a spiral down so fast into deppresion that i was able to crwal out of with the help of my wife and crissis care hospital.This is ofcourse the tiny version of my story.Also I have beeten a 10+mg a day zanex addiction 1yr and half ago.MY meds are 2000mg-depakote&60mg-paxil and feel great.I have on my new meds for 2yrs and i know ican help our group.