so i recently ran out of vicodins, two days to by correct. i started taking them about two years ago when a friend gave me one for my back pain. im 26 and have been doing construction since out of highschool, i recently lost my job because of these damn things. i took my last 3 two nights ago and told myself f*** these pills i dont need them. i was never prescribed them, just bought them off my friends when available, it started as a 750 here and a 750 here, up to the point to where all i iwould consider buying were 1000 norcos. to the point were i would take 3 to 4 a day, when i didnt have them i would down 50mg tramadols to take some off the edge off..with it being day two ive never felt worse in my life than i do now. i cant sleep, im irritated, my body hurts, cant get comfortable to save my life, it feels like my brain is being somewhat shocked, ive been shaking and altogether just miserable. it honestly feels like im missing something... ive tried talking to a few really close friends about it and it seems like they could careless, i mean i know its not their problem but i just want someone to tell me its not gonna last forever, i cried a few times today from the shear aspect of it all, i feel like a failure, like im not worthy of anything or anyone... i guess what im looking for is encouragement... i really dont wanna go down this path alone but yet it feels like im all by myself... ive been praying and reading my bible but nothing helps... and i just dont know how much longer i can do this... any help would be greatly apprieciated and im sorry for the long post...