I started taking Lexapro 4 months ago. It helped me with my Depression and Anxiety, but it made my eating disorder a lot worse because I was gaining weight. I gained almost 7lbs. In fear of gaining more weight, I immediately stopped taking it without lowering the dosage day by day until I take nothing (and I was taking 20mg). Instead of taking the pill, I would spit it out, and I did that for 1-2 months. I've lost all of the weight I gained, I even lost a couple pounds, but my parents are now forcing me and making sure I take the pill. I've now taken it for 4 days in a row and I feel like I'm gaining all of the weight back. What can I do?