I have been on Lexapro 20mg for over 7 years. Have tried many antidepressants throughout my life, and this one by far worked the best. The problem is that it has made me completely apathetic. I have a great wife, good job, and kids. My wife wants to leave me because I am so empty emotionally. I need to d/c and just reduced to 10mg for the past three days. So far, only the empty head feeling. What is still to come? I would rather learn to deal with my deep emotions than live like a zombie anymore.