I have been recommended this drug for seizures, but I experience very low moods, which I think are linked to exhaustion related to the seizures. I am concerned about the possibility of suicidal thoughts on first taking this drug. It's difficult to decide whether to take, as I am uncertain if it will remove all the symptoms/seizures yet make me a bit 'dull' and cause other problems, like rashes, weight gain, which won't do my low self-esteem any good! Thank you. TMarie