... very difficult time finding a med(s) that work. I gained 70 pounds on Abilify and Zyprexa. A year ago I stopped taking all meds due to being tired of all the side effects and being a total zombie. Now after realizing I cannot cope with my disorder alone, doc wants to try Saphris. I am scared of the taste side effects because I am a cook in my spare time. I am also worried about my blood sugar going up and becoming diabetic. Anyone have any advice?