I would like to know what pain meds are ok with my issues, I'm 40 and quit everything, MELD score of 13, not on a list yet, but I was wondering, with varicees in my esophogous, is it standard procedure to give hydromorphone to a patient, then cut me off cold turkey, I'm diagnosed as terminal by the way, I thought the doc should help me be comfortable, and not throw up? I have been going through this circle of docs, I am at wits end, and still am in pain, any thoughts???