Hi everyone im Brandon 27 i had or have an addiction to pain pills and benzos i went into treatment on my own free will ive been sober 4 months and feel great i was taking 150 vicoden in 2 weeks and 120 benzos not to mention the oxys when i got my hands on them i would pay docters for scripts and go what i wanted when i stopped the pills it was the hardest thing i ever did i couldnt sleep wouldnt leave my house for 2 months and had a social phobia i drank too pass out i drank alot i would like to read your stories and help you but its hard to read i start to crave when certain words are said like certain drugs i used in the past i would like your thoughts thank you.