Doing it on my own (taper) Can anything help make you feel like you want to be alive or excited about anything-I do walk- but does not seem to make me even care if I wake up in the morn. Or as the drugs go away, will my mind ever come back? antidepressants have not seemed to do any good several years ago, even at very high amounts and as many as three at a time. (That was before I started to come off of things on my own) Feeling pretty hopeless at the time. Drs. don't care- just take more drugs have always been the answer. Thanks