I have been depressed and crying ande not responding to antidpressants or any type of valium. I took Gabapenton and felt very dopey but also very manic. Went out to eat, went to the gym, took the kids to the craft store. Came home painted crafts and hung them on the wall. Played with the kids, put them to bed and cleaned the whole house. I have done nothing but choke back tears for weeks and now I feel on top of the world and cant wait for tomorrow. What in the world? Am I responding to the meds or am I just truely bi-polar?