hi every one its been a long story and a huge battle which i did not think i would get this far , I just wanted to say what a special bunch of people and those who helped in particular know who they are and can hold their heads high that they saved someone from an early grave,and the others were a comfort and looking forward to getting to know them. thank you ! when im back ,will touch base, hope you all continue to find comfort, belonging, fun, friendship and purpose, such high needs and virtues which for me were missing in my life untill i joined and engaged in this group, thank you, thank you . kindest warmest regards richard (cheersrichard)