I have been useing this website for a while now, so there are a few if not a few handful of people out there that somewhat know my story n can help... I think i am at my total end... I have had two back surgerys now, n I have relapsed once... I did the entire inpatiant at a rehab center, still i hurt to much after so long, i ended up making the mistake and becomeing addicted again, or whatever... I have been on many other links as well that tell me all about suboxone, and how its better then being on methadone... So I have read anyways... But I still have a few questions that I just cant find answers to... I no i hafta be in withdrawels for a certian amount of time, but if it gets to bad, n I make the apot..i end up haveing to take sumting, i just cant deal with pain... I usually experience withdrawls after a few hours of taking 6 or 7 vicodin, or upwards of that strength of sumthing else... whichever i can get my hands on i guess... I no its very risky, n all around a bad idea to get things this way, i have no choice... I have insurance, but have not realy found a doc to ever give anything... So when is the right time for me to try n go in, or who else can I contact to ask this kinda stuff??? I also feel i have to choose but to try n do the subs over methadone bc i do not have a vehicle, n so i have been told, u have to go there n get dosed every day for the 1st 90 days... I have no reliable person to take me..So thats another part of another question, do they give me a script to take home after my initial meeting with them, or what?? I am just so clueless still i guess, n I dnt no where else to turn right now... I do have an 800 number to contact as well, but anyone out there that may have answers or opinions, all are welcome... Id greatly appreciate any support or concerns u have... Thank you...