yesterday I ran out of my topamax and now all I have left till hopefully Monday if I can afford it then is my clonopin. I am feeling funny, shakes, when I walk it feels like I am be zapped every now and then, and cry easily, and I don't like to cry. How long would this last? also just curious in case I want to continue to stay off medication. The psych. says I. bipolar- GASD- panic/anxiety attacks which I know all comes along with certain types of being Bipolar, but how long does the feeling last and does it get worst, will I become suicidal?