I have been taking vicodin for the last 8 months. At my worst I was taking 15-20 10mg a day for weeks... Then I slowly weaned myself down to about 5 a day. I decided I didn't want to live day to day wondering where I was going to get my next fix so I quit. It has been almost 100 hours since my last pill and every hour has been horrible. I woke up today feeling just as bad as the other few mornings. And I am scared because I feel depressed and want to go back to them so bad so I can be happy again. I don't know what to do and if I will ever be my happy, silly self again.