I hope Im posting this in the right place. Please, no judging me. I want help. Ive been taking painkillers for about 15 months. I'll get or take pretty much whatever I can get or have money for. Oxy 80's,Oxy 40's, perc 30's are the main pills that I take. The big boys... as bad as it is. Taking pills everyday is ruining my life. I never have any money, I have ruined some relationships due to taking pills. I just have to get off of them. I can get Suboxone and Subutex from a friend so that is the only person I do not want to delete out of my phone. The rest of my "dealers" Im deleting and changing my phone number. I cant always get the subs though, or always have money to buy some. Please, someone help me. What should I do? I have a daughter that is almost 5 that I love more than anything in this world. I HAVE to get off of these painkillers for her. Thanks...