i have been addicted to opiates for over ten years now. last year i started going to the methadone clinic i was on eighty milligrams of methadone for one year and then i got into i free rehab. i detoxed off the methadone for only about six days and the rehab basically kicked me out because i have no insurance. as soon as i got home i started back in my old ways ... stealing and manipulating to get my fix ( opanas usually ) . I have started a new job with a temp. service and will not get insurance unless i get hired on full time but that will be a long time and im scared that my addiction and lack of money will make me loss my job because of detoxing : (... i need some advice. should a start back on the methadone? should i just give up and kill myself???