Hi my name is Brittni.. I've been taking on average about 25000mg of hydrocodone for about 3 years. I finally came out to all my family and friends and told them i no longer want to take them when i try to ween myself off it does not help. I am only 24 years old and I am very scared I will not live till i'm 30. I have 2 small children and all i want is the best for them. tomorrow at 5am i have to quit cold turkey. I will be starting methadone for my first time.

I'm scared as hell... plz help anyone if u have any advice