Hi my name is brittni.. ive been taking on adverge about 25000mg of hydrocodone for about 3 years. I finally came out to all my family and friends and told them i no longer want to take them when i try to ween myself off it does not help. i am only 24 years old and i am very scared i will not live till im 30. i have 2 small children and all i want is the best for them. tomorrow at 5am i have to quit cold turkey. i will me starting methodone for my first time. im scared as hell... plz help anyone if u have any advice