... dose seeming to fluxuate in it's potency and strength - sometimes my methadone even tastes like water ,not bitter AT ALL ... and i get all the traditional withdrawal symptoms (insomnia,hot/cold flashes,sneezing, etc.) . I know this is not totally impossible - because about 12-15 years ago - one of the dispensing nurses at my clinic was caught THREE times stealing peoples methadone before she was fired , and then NO criminal charges were filed against her (unbelievable). yet whenever I mention to my counsler or nurse at my clinic - I get the bullshit answer : Oh, you may have the flu , etc. - or they turn it around and ask if I'm using any other drugs(which I'm Not).. would appreciate any feedback on this question