very deppressed I think... lot;s going on in my life. i'm 32 and nowhere in life. wher'es my life going... hmmm... doubt anyone willl respond... I lov e my mom. I love my sister. sh'es the only thing that's real to me, my sissster. See we were adopted together... pretty rare in '80... but back then thty thougt it was {improtant{: to keep us together, seeings how we wen't through so much shist. We were found abandond... authorities say it was guessed that we were on our own for SEVEN days. Thay found us... my sister nursing me... feeding as best she'd observed, changing my diper... well she was 3 yeas old when she did all this for me. Anyway... you tell my sister Shawna i love and have always cherrished her for tryting to help me. I think it's my time to go though. Oh, yueah... i;m bout to swollow a perkiset now. God resst my tainted soul...