... depression in the ealy 1990's. It is awful to feel like I have caused so much trouble with my family from being so sensitive + getting angry. WIth the correct RX and adjustments to the RX I have been on in the past I can now see the end of the tunnel. So how do I repair the problems that I have caused from a lifetime of abuse to others during my depression episodes? I have tried to reach out to family/past friends only to have my face "slapped". I miss the type of family bonds that I see other people experiencing. Should I just leave my past where it is and move ahead. Or try to mend more than just fences? I welcome all suggestions from you