Well she dropped me last Thursday. They called and said it may be 5t7 weeks till I get another doctor. I don't know what to do any more I have tried to keep my head up through all of this. Nothing is working at all I used up all my knlopin cant get any more till next Monday not tomorrow. I cannot post freely on this group. You have been the biggest help I have ever had. I can't talk to my friends at all. I am going to just go back to my old ways, at least I was happy. Not the drug part!! I am going to have a few beers and relax again. It has been over 3 years now and I still feel so bad . My wife has grown, to just hate me. She is leaving for Hawaii Wednesday just as happy as she can be. I haven given my all to try and my self as well as others here, I did something wrong here and don't know what i did. I guess God thinks my job is done here. I am going to stay lodged in if I can. I just can't take it any more. All my so called friends are gone, my wife may as well be, she will stay till the money run's out,I can't speak to my friends here they will not let me. I have given all of these drugs a college try! They just don't work. Please if anyone knows what I did wrong on here please tell me LOVE YOU ALL !!! Dave
I have been wanting to see a new p./ Doctor wellbutrin nothing is working?
- 6 Nov 2011 by Anonymous
- 9 Nov 2011
Please David, don't get like this! It's not true that you have nobody, you have all of us here, and we think the world of you! Now you are distressing me. I know that life seems to play us all a bad card every now and then... sometimes more often than we would like. But don't take it like this. I can't believe that creepo doctor dropping you like that. But bear in mind that half these people who practice psychiatry are all the same - you are just a number, and part of a production line. We all sometimes get that vibe. I know how you feel - that cracking a few beers is a better option and more fun than what you are doing... but believe me, it'll solve nothing in the long run. We'd all be doing that, if that were the solution. Again, please don't get yourself into this frame of mind, as WE have the highest of regard for you, and you mean a lot to us... and that is sincerely said.
David stop this ! It's your mind tricking you !I happen to know I have 2 very helpful and caring private notes from you. just had one sec tonight.to pop in and you were next.I am begging you you are needed and loved.sometimes people get caught up with their own stuff and it's a drag if you need their help right away.do not take it personally.this happens to all of us and if you are sensitive it hurts more.please don't hurt yourself ,and you have not been forgotten.you are just hurting please David ,wait and see someone else will reply.we are no less and no better than the next guy,luv,criss
i don't think God thinks your job is done here. you have to hold on i know it is hard but just hold on. i try to find meaning, something to keep me holding on. you need to find it in yourself not family friends which is the hardest. but if you need friends and family we can be that for you
Dave, my friend what is going on? You haven't lost any friends here! I know of a couple that I believe quit the site, but the rest of us that aren't afraid of a challenge are still here. You have been thru hell & back my friend. You have to understand that your wife included do not understand what you have been going through. I thought I explained this before. As far as none of the drugs working, have you asked yourself what it is you are wanting from them that you can't pull out of yourself with some good ole inner strength. You don't need to go back to doing drugs! Please do not think this is the only thing left for you. I am not able to type a lot at one time so hard to try to explain to you what I am saying. I was in a bad marriage quite a few years ago, & was abused very badly. Well it took me a few years to get away from that abuser, & I decided I would never go there again no matter what the cost to me physically , materially, or whatever.
You know music real well, so you would know the song "You have to love yourself" ? " The greatest Love of All" is the name of the song. Maybe whitey Houston? That song played over & over & over again is what gave me the inner strenght to do what I had to do for me & then I could turn to others for their help or support. I had to love myself (no matter what) & find that inner strength, to continue on. I know you probably have the recording somewhere. Just listen to it & do what it says. Love yourself because it is the greatest love of all. Once you learn to do this, everything else will fall back into place! I give you my word it will.If I could do this all alone out there in the middle of nowhere, find a good job, build my self estee & pull myself up by my bootstraps then I know you can. Anyone can with the right guidance. I wish you all the best my friend, but please take care of you first & foremost & then others will fall back & see your inner strength coming back to be the Dave they always knew & loved. I hope this has helped clear your thinking some. I must go now, but remember I am here for you & so are many , many others. ...
hi, da ve, don't know you well, but have been reading your posts and know you are having a hard time, i am new here spspisces, and the one with abdominal pain, at any rate this last post sounds like you are giving up. you say ypu won;t do drugs, again but that you will have a few beers. are you a person in recovery? if so , don't you know the few beers will lead back to the drugs?if for one minute i myself thought drinking would make these abdominal adhesions go away i would have done that i have 10 yrs sober and am not willing to throw that away , i hope you have a support group to contact. i am a widow, in severe pain and a host of other problems, but drinking will not change any of that for me. if you are not in a recovery program what i say may not make sense, but here goes, wife or no wife, job or now job, just don;t drink or do drugs, one day at a time.
Dave, you've done nothing wrong andget that silly (polite word) thought out of your head. You're going through a difficult time. It will leave, it will pass. You've got to believe that. Often some of us have a rough go at it, seemingly more than others but when we do, we come out the better for it. Please, just stop worrying. It can and do a number on us. Worry is a culprit that eats away at us, bit by bit. It creates all sorts of havoc, negatives. Heres a hug, a guy one ((((((((Dave)))))))))
Oh Dave... I sent you a PQ last night and did not eve see this... I thought you were doing so well... listen... just think what you would tell me, or pledge, or anyone else if the situation was reversed... I think you know...
Listen... I know it is rough right now... but you must get through this. We all want to give up at some time or another... is there no one you can call... a counselor... do u have a sponsor???
I know his was written yesterday so I hope I hope that things are better... just think what and how you would help someone, one of us, who is thinking of doing what u r doing... you know the answer... I will pray that you are ok... there is nothing more that any of us can do... do not do this Dave... you KNOW, especially with the combination of meds u r on that having a "few" beers is NOT the answer... with all my concern...
I'm so sorry this is the first time I've been able to respond to you. I couldn't get logged on over the weekend. Went back and forth with tech support. Long story short it ended up being the & in my user name. So now I am tlcandmore.
First I wanted to ask why do you think you did something wrong on here? You have so many friends that care about you here!! I have been having many of the same problems as you. I've tried all the meds that my doc keeps switching me to and NONE of them are working. I also think that's the reason I'm having so many problems... this medication roller coaster these idiot doctors have me on. It may be the same for you. When switching meds over and over our bodies just don't know what's going on. I became very depressed. I promise you this though God does NOT think either one of ours jobs is done!! Let's try to lean on all the people here. I too feel that this site has been a lifesaver. If there is ANYTHING I can do to ease your pain I really want to help. God bless you. My thoughts and prayers are with you!!
Dave, Please, I have been thinking all day how to answer you. I know about those lousy doctors, I've been through them all, and I think that most people here have experienced them too!! They can't find an answer for you, so they make it sound like it is your fault, and dump you. Am I right?? You of all people should know! Look at all the great things that you have done in your life! Finding a vein by endoscopy, when all those arogant heart surgeons couldn't figure that one out?? How much pain have you saved for other people going through heart surgery?
You are a passionate, and compassionate man. I've seen your posts, and your answer to my PQ. You care quite a bit, but you are in an uncomfortable spot right now. You feel like the world is out to get you, and that simply is not true. Chronic pain, whether from the brain or body is insidious. It takes away our social ties to friends, family, and people that we could count on before. They just don't know what to do or say. That is why a group like this is so important for ALL of us. We all UNDERSTAND what the other one is going through. You are talking like you want to kill yourself, is this true??
If this is true, you must understand that it is a chemical imbalance in your brain making you feel this way. It is NOT YOU. There have been studies of people who died by accidents, and people who died by their own hands, and the ones who committed suicide had a lack of seratonin in their brains. It was caused by a chemical imbalance. Ok, so Wellbutrin doesn't work, call your primary, and tell them what is going through your head, and what happened. I promise, that they will help you. WE will help you as friends, but they will help you with medicine. PLEASE, for the good of the group, call your doctor, and let us know. I know that we would do as much as we can to help one another, and we want to help you now too. Please, I care. Ellen
Hi Dave! I'm not sure if you even know me that much. I haven't been on here as much lately. I've been finding some things too overwhelming for me. There are some days that I feel so low due to my chronic pain & not working for over 3 years. My fiance, Dave, and I have been through so very much stress these past several years. As soon as we get through one dilemma, we're battling against another one, some new adversity in our lives. Dave, if I told you some of the trials that I've been through, you'd be sad for me & if you told me more details about your life, I'd be the one crying. Do you see what I'm trying to illustrate? We ALL have crap, but different crap, yet it's all still crap!
Everyone here at Drugs.com has stuff to figure out. There are many others, who aren't even registered on this site, who read the information available here & I can guarantee you that they have problems too. EVERYONE has problems, just DIFFERENT. Those are "tests" that help us to grow as spiritual human beings & help to shape us in order to become who we are. It gives us a chance to love & support one another & lets us demonstrate our compassion & caring, even to "strangers".
Dave, I've read so many of your posts & answers. I've learned so very much from you, even issues that I don't even need to know about. I enjoy your writings & the level of your knowledge & how explicitly that you can explain things so that I can understand them.
I get married on Friday. Dave, will you give me a wedding present please? I'm begging you on my knees! DO NOT LEAVE ME! PLEASE! BY THE MERCY OF GOD, STAY & BE A PART OF OUR LOVING FAMILY HERE! WE NEED YOU, TRULY WE DO, DAVE! I beg of you, please...
Love, Wendy :)
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