Well she dropped me last Thursday. They called and said it may be 5t7 weeks till I get another doctor. I don't know what to do any more I have tried to keep my head up through all of this. Nothing is working at all I used up all my knlopin cant get any more till next Monday not tomorrow. I cannot post freely on this group. You have been the biggest help I have ever had. I can't talk to my friends at all. I am going to just go back to my old ways, at least I was happy. Not the drug part!! I am going to have a few beers and relax again. It has been over 3 years now and I still feel so bad . My wife has grown, to just hate me. She is leaving for Hawaii Wednesday just as happy as she can be. I haven given my all to try and my self as well as others here, I did something wrong here and don't know what i did. I guess God thinks my job is done here. I am going to stay lodged in if I can. I just can't take it any more. All my so called friends are gone, my wife may as well be, she will stay till the money run's out,I can't speak to my friends here they will not let me. I have given all of these drugs a college try! They just don't work. Please if anyone knows what I did wrong on here please tell me LOVE YOU ALL !!! Dave