All my life I have had had obesessive thoughts.I never trused myself or belived any man could love me.That I could go truly crazy.I eather obesessive or food or men. have no job or any money and finding it hard to get any mental help.Im taking celexa and I can take bupropion but cant aford to get it filled.does it sound like I also have O.C .D.I have to take control over my mental health if i ever want to be happy and i do.