At first, several years ago, I was going to 2 docs because my doctor would not give me enough to cover the panic attacks.. Later, after she put me on an anti-depressant, I did not need it from the other doctor but this other doctor is my husband's doctor... so, I continued to fill it for my husband under my name. I never went in to see his doctor but once, and he kept calling it in for years. Now, this doctor (husband's) said they found out I was getting it from my primary. I love my primary doctor but am worried sick she won't fill the xanax or any other controlled drugs anymore and I will have to go cold turkey. Is this so bad? What should I tell my doctor?