When I first started dating my boyfriend I knew he did heroin but I didn't really care because I thought it was just going to be a fling. I don't do the stuff and I never have. I think it is kind of sickening. But when I am with him it is different it just doesn't bother me. Well we started getting more serious and now I am in love with him and I don't want him to do this stuff anymore if he wants to stay with me. Well he got in some trouble with it and after that I told him I can't be with someone like this who I am going to have to worry about all the time that something bad is going to happen. So he quit. He said he didn't want to do it anymore and he would do anything for our relationship. I know its a real real real hard habit to quit. I watched my brother go through it and my dad. So I took him with me for a couple days to place where he didn't know anyone and he had no way of getting his fix so he could detox. And he is doing so good. Well he tells me every couple days that he feels like doing drugs and it just pisses me off. And I know I can't be like that. But I don't know what to do I don't know what to say to him to help him not want to do it. I've never been in his situation before I don't know what its like. I caught him trying to shoot up the other day and just freaked out. took his needle bent it squirted everything out of it and just yelled at him and I know it doesn't make things better. Please help me or give me pointers on how to encourage him to do better and show him I have faith in him.