My therapist , has about convinced me, My spasms from esophogas to my vocal cords, is the result of long term , unresolved long term , repeated trauma., of which I have not as yet addressed,and I will need to have more talk therapy, I need to face my demons. She is right in that, I do avoid the thoughts that have seriously harmed me. She's about convinced me to slowly, stop using Wellbutrin, Liberex and diazepam, proscribed my my family doctor, who also called my problems P.T.S.D. and replace them with more natural products from the health shops, as in Sam-e , ect... My doctor says, Sam-e is not strong enough. All of the professional people I have seen has called this P.T.S.D. Is any one using alternative , holistic methods.