... I was really sick last summer and was hospitalized for over a month on a morphine pump and then sent home on Vicodin. I fairly well maintained it until about 2-3 months ago. Now I found a place online and have been taking up from 16-20 Vicodin 10mg a day. I want my life back but I am terrified of the withdraws systems and of my job finding out. What can I do to get thru the withdraws without my family and job finding out. I need a way to not feel the horror of w/d. If I go to my doctor, will he tell my other specialist doctors for my other medical condition? HELP!! I run out in 4 days