The anit-depressant they put me on doesnt do the trick, i still feel angry and have an uncontrollable feeling of no control. I know that i am depressed and i understand that i am bipolar. I just dont have a clue how to go about treating the problem. I am only 21 years old and i feel like life is over a lot of the times. I should not feel that way, i should be enjoying life. Instead i am wasting away in misary wondering when i will be able to be me again. I have a prescription of Geodon but i am not sure i want to start taking a medicine that i am not sure about. If you have any advice or experiences you would like to share please do.