I am an addict because i have endometrosis and kidney failure and before i was diagnosed with all this i was in a lot of pain and i had a friend who would give me stuff to help the pain. Then i started buying stuff cause it helped and made me feel good in my screwd up life. Now that i am diagnosed with this stuff what the doctors give me dont help and now that i want a baby i want to be clean. Me and my fiancee are almost done with college (im going for my criminal justice degree and hes going to be a police officer) and both have good jobs, now there is only this standing in our way. Ive been thinking about getting on suboxone but ive heard many bad things but i am also very very very scared of the pain from withdrawls so im kind of stuck. Any advice