I tapered off of 12mg of Suboxone per day over a two month period. I jumped off 15 days ago, and I'm still completely miserable. My neck, shoulders, and head are throbbing with pain. It's so bad that I have to take sleeping pills to get to sleep. Then four hours later, I'm wide awake again from the pain. Ice and exercise are the only things that help. Unfortunately, I can't really exercise much because I'm so weak, and I feel like whenever I walk around I'm on a ship in a storm... falling all over the place.
For the first few days of my withdrawals, my mood wasn't too bad. Then on day 10, I hit a wall of depression and suicidal thoughts. It's lifted a little, but I still feel depressed.
When is this s--t going to end?