Can someone explain to me some of there experiences. Just for example I am 2 different people when i'm me and then when something triggers me from a past abusive (bad abusive) relationship I snap, blackout do really harming things to things and people but never remember them. My friend seen me like this twice and he siad it was like i was 2 different people he was really scared of me. Can someone please explain this or help me with it.